3 months this month!!

I am sure every mother feels this way about their child, and for the ones who dont I feel so sorry for you, but I am absolutely mesmerized by my little angel. I never knew a love like this existed until I had Kelsey Brook. Do not get me wrong I love Justin and Brooklyn with all of my heart and I know that I would feel the exact same way for them if they were here and I wish they were here. Kelsey is just wonderful!! I am lucky enough to be able to be a stay at home momma even if I really should be working and helping out with hard times but I have a man who wants me to be able to stay at home with our little girl and I am thankful that I have someone like him so that I can be able too. Being able to be with Kelsey every second of the day is great! Yes, there are some times where she is fussy and nothing I do helps but instead of getting upset about her crying the whole time I get upset because I do not know whats wrong with my baby to make her feel better. Needless to say there have only been a few times like this, once after her first set of shots and then when I had put her on another bottle to try I figured out that was not a good idea, other than that I have a very happy baby!! She loves to play on her play mat, thanks to Star for giving it to her, and she loves for me to read and sing to her.
She use to HATE a bath which I am sure all babies in the beginning are like that but not anymore, now she loves to take a bath! I could sit here and talk about all day long :) My baby is no longer a new born though, she went from not being able to wear clothes because they were to big to barely being able to wear 0-3 months because they are to short! I hate that she is growing so fast but I am also thankful that I am able to be here to see her grow up and to be able to teach her that God always comes first and with him by her side she will grow up to be a wonderful woman, but I am glad I have awhile before that happens, lol.
Justin does so good with her too except when she starts to throw a fit because she wants her momma! I cant help it but that really makes me feel good. I never thought I would be able to enjoy having a child but I never gave up faith and I am glad I didnt because God really does listen even when you think he isnt anymore! Kelsey will be 3 months on March 11th (only 4 days from now). We go to the cardiologist on the 18th to make sure the hole in her heart hasnt gotten any bigger and to make sure it isnt causing any problems yet. It kind of scares me because I have noticed she is breathing a little harder than normal but than again that could just be me looking for something to be wrong because I am so scared there will be something there when we go to the doctor. The only thing that keeps me sane is knowing that I have been praying every night and day that God watch over and be with her and I know that he is and that he wouldnt let anything happen unless it needs too.
  Kelsey after bath time 3-7-13