Thursday, September 22, 2011

Blessings

Blessings... If I was ever in doubt I no longer am. My Uncle Russell and Aunt Patty have been trying for many years to have a baby. Well 9 months ago God blessed them... Monday 9/19/11 they had a beautiful baby girl *Kattie Lynn*. I know they are truly happy and proud of this sweet baby girl. She has a head full of red hair just like her momma. Seeing the picture of my Uncle Russell holding that sweet baby made me cry. He looked so in love. I know that he will be a wonderful daddy because he has always been a wonderful uncle. She will grow up in a very loving home with parents that will love and care for her forever. But the boys better watch out because he looks like he already has the gun loaded and waiting by the door lol.

Well tomorrow (or well today) I am going to the Miranda Lambert concert with the girls and cant forget that Justin Moore will be opening for her! I think I am more excited about seeing him lol. I am so looking forward to this concert!!! And of course hanging out with all the girls! Its been awhile since I have a had a girls night out where I dont come home.. Justin will surely be missing me and I am not gonna lie I am going to be missing my Gabby :( It will be my first night without her. But she will definitely be HAPPY to see me!! I cant wait to post pictures and talk about the concert! *So exciting**

Prayers request- Lucy Krull is fixing to start her 4th (last) round of chemo but they have to get her stable enuff. Please pray that they can get her stable to start and that she does great during this last round. Also that the cancer goes away due to the treatment!

Sunday, September 11, 2011

ITS MY BDAY AND ILL CRY IF I WANT TO! :)

Well I am going to be honest, which some people would prolly laugh at this, all week I was looking forward to my bday but not turning 25.. Yea I know it is only 25 but seeing all the people I went to middle and high school with everyday talk about how they just started their career or either they have started a year ago made me down… Yes I am going to school online and at least I will be able to say I did not give up even though I started late I still finished. But I guess seeing that I could have already accomplished my dreams or could be done with school this year like everyone else made me seem like a slacker. Talking to April & Michelle about this last night made me feel better though and April had a great point which made me look at it different. She told me that she didn’t think it was because of all the people I went to school with that made me feel this way, it is because I hang out with people who are older than me and have what I think I should have right now in my life, when truth is most of them are just now where they are comfortable with their life. I now understand that she was right. It also made me think of my mom, she started college later in life because of course she had to raise 3 kids and work but hey she finished college and now has a great career. Better late than never, right?! I believe so!
Even though Saturday did not turn out exactly like I had planned, it still turned out great! Just that one thing went wrong with my plans being canceled with someone but still did what I was supposed to have done. I can honestly say I have the BEST, best friend, ever!! She went with me to get my nose & belly pierced, got a pretty cute cake made, got me a BEAUTIFUL cross necklace and a bff picture frame… and last but not least… STRAWBERRY CAKE MIX & ICING!! Haha now that really made me laugh and made me smile at the same time! I have fallen in love with strawberry cake and she tried her best to find someone that would make one but nope all them crazy folks do not do strawberry cake! So she did the next best thing! Gotta say the littlest things really touch someones heart, and yes that really did 
So my nose getting pierced, OUCH OUCH OUCH!! And OUCH again. I have had my tongue and belly pierced, and a tat (which the tat hurt) but OMG my nose hurt worse than any of them!! Crazy, I know very crazy but…. I LOVE IT! I wasn’t for sure if I was really going to like it or not and he wasn’t able to put the right size that I was wanting (its just a little bigger than I wanted) and it felt really odd in my nose, like a bundle of boogers, but today I am loving it! It helps that its not hurting (knock on wood) and even though he said it would take getting used to, I actually cant tell that it is there unless I move my nose in a certain position.
I had always heard that the belly button hurts worse the second time because of scared tissue… WELL IT DOES NOT HURT AT ALL! Heck I barely could tell he did it. All I really felt was a little pressure through the bottom hole. Thank gosh lol. I am great with needles and pain but shoot I am telling you the nose hurt and if someone says it doesn’t, well they are a lie! I PROMISE, because me being the type of person I am with handling pain that shouldn’t have hurt lol
Anyways, I didn’t really do anything today, my actually bday, because its Sunday which means laundry & school work. BUT Justin did take me out for breakfast, which is a big deal because he never wants to go inside to eat :O gotta say I was surprised because I had asked him to order me a waffle when I was getting ready so it would be ready by the time we got there. He said ok than when we got there he told me to get out and come in to eat lol so that meant a lot. I am telling you I am easier to please than what ppl think. Brianna, Dale, Will and Lucas also called an told me happy bday, which made this Aunt happy!
So All in All I had a GREAT BDAY WEEKEND! I AM TRULY BLESSED!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Some people dont understand I have feelings!

Well, the first thing I wanna talk about would be Megans mom. She is FINALLY HOME!!! Yay! I have not been able to get the full update about how she is or exactly what went wrong but I do know that she is at home, so that is what matters!!

So for the last few weeks I have had plans to go get my nose and belly pierced, my mom was suppose to be taking me. Well I found out last night that she will not be going... I am really upset about this. We have had these plans for at least a month now and than all of a sudden BAM plans are broken! My feelings have really been hurt and I really do not know how to handle it. I love my momma with all my heart and she has always been here for me but breaking plans with me, that was my bday plans, yea well it hurts. I understand she has another life but I am still part of that right?!

Well anyways... I am still going Saturday and thanks to my wonderful bff who is going with Carolyn and I. *Thanks Chell*

So over the Labor Day weekend, it was a great weekend but very long... We spent our weekend at Rob and Elishas, which was fun but dang Justin really drank a little too much lol. He didnt dove hunt this year because he wanted to work with Gabby on getting the birds, she did so good! She listened the entire time and was not scared of the shooting and went an got the doves and dropped them at his feet :) I am so glad because I was scared she was going to act up and get into trouble but nope she did great!

Well the weather has finally changed thanks to the rain we got all day Sunday. The highs are in the 80s and lows in the 60s! The air cond. is finally turned off and it feels great! I know the weather is turning when Mr.D starts getting fire wood lol. I am hoping to have a great bday weekend and sure I will.

Friday, September 2, 2011

Prayers and miss my daddy!

Some people just drive me crazy! They have NO heart what so ever! I can understand that two people do not get along but seriously when one person was there for someone when their daddy was in the hospital, then you should be there for them or at least so some kind of compassion when their mom is in the hospital!!!
OK… So I have a prayer request, my sister-in-law, Megans mom is in the hospital. She is have some bleeding in her brain. They have her in ICU, hoping that the meds can stop the bleeding but if it doesn’t then she will have to have brain surgery! Please pray that everything turns out ok!
With that said lets get back to the way I am feeling about this. You know Megan is part of our family NO MATTER what because she gave birth to our two beautiful nephews, Will & Lucas! I do not care if my sister and her get along or not but when her mom is the hospital the least you can do is show some kind of compassion, like she did when OUR DAD was in the hospital! She was there for us so why wouldn’t you at least tell her you are sorry that her mom is going through something like this and that you help everything works out and that you will pray for her?! With that said even if you do not want to do it for Megan, do it for your nephews because that IS their MAWMAW!!! Err I am just so pissed off! We was raised better than this! Or at least I was anyways!! How can someone be soooo disrespectful? I mean seriously, this is someones mother! You know how it feels to have a parent in the hospital going through something like this and you know how it feels to LOSE a parent! If Megan and I did not get along I would at least still show her that I cared for her and her family!!
Megan and I have never really had any problems, I understand that. We have also never been close until lately, but whether we was as close as we are now or like we use to be I will still at least TEXT or CALL and let her know that I am thinking about her! And if things get worse I will be there for her like she was us, especially like she was there for OUR BROTHER!!!
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On another note, its hard to believe that tomorrow (9/2/11) will make three years for my daddys death. I still cant not believe that my dad is here. I miss him more then words could express. I know that my daddy is being well taken care of and is NO longer in pain, but I still wish he was with us! No matter what we went through as a family, he still loved us with all his heart and we still loved him with all our hearts! I will always love that man with every bit of my heart and nothing could ever change that. He has been and always will be an important man in my life!
<3 I love and miss you daddy. Please continue to watch over us every day and send us your daily love. Until I am able to put my arms around you and give you a big ole kiss once again. But for now I will just continue to kiss and hug you from earth to heaven!

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