Blessed*

There has been so much goin on lately! I really need to start writing more but always decide to put it off until the next day and then it ends up being 2 months later :/ I am going to start off with the baby :)
I am now 14 weeks pregnant and so far things are goin great. I really havent had a lot of morning sickness but there are some days where I do not want to get out of bed because of it. The one thing that has been killing me are the headaches! Seems like I have one either every day or every other day! There isnt anything I can do about it either, the doc says it is because of the hormones and all so I will have to deal until they decide to go away. I am goin to a high risk doctor in Jackson, Dr.Branch, I also have 3 more doctors that will be looking over me. We had our first ultrasound when I was 7 weeks. Of course I cried when they let me hear the heart beat. Its just so amazing to have a life grow inside of you but then again it is very scary. I go to the doctor next week to figure out the plan for my cervixs so I will write again about all that.

Next, Madison Kay!!
Mads was able to come home June 27th!! I can honestly say that I was not expecting her to be able to come home so soon but I am very happy that she was able to come home. I hope things continue to go well and she stays healthy!! Its kind of amazing because she was able to come home the week of her baby shower! I was so happy to be able to hold her, FINALLY! I can say she is still tiny! The boys were so happy and they showed her off like she was a new toy or something, lol. I know that it was hard on Billy, Meg and the boys when Mads was in the hospital but the one thing I always try to remember is: God will never put more on you than you can handle. And i believe this with every bit of my heart. I know that it was a hard time for them, especialy Megan, but God was with them every step of the way and will continue to be :)

There has been so much goin on lately! I really need to start writing more but always decide to put it off until the next day and then it ends up being 2 months later :/ I am going to start off with the baby :)
     I am now 14 weeks pregnant and so far things are goin great. I really havent had a lot of morning sickness but there are some days where I do not want to get out of bed because of it. The one thing that has been killing me are the headaches! Seems like I have one either every day or every other day! There isnt anything I can do about it either, the doc says it is because of the hormones and all so I will have to deal until they decide to go away. I am goin to a high risk doctor in Jackson, Dr.Branch, I also have 3 more doctors that will be looking over me. We had our first ultrasound when I was 7 weeks. Of course I cried when they let me hear the heart beat. Its just so amazing to have a life grow inside of you but then again it is very scary. I go to the doctor next week to figure out the plan for my cervixs so I will write again about all that.

Next, Madison Kay!!
     Mads was able to come home June 27th!! I can honestly say that I was not expecting her to be able to come home so soon but I am very happy that she was able to come home. I hope things continue to go well and she stays healthy!! Its kind of amazing because she was able to come home the week of her baby shower! I was so happy to be able to hold her, FINALLY! I can say she is still tiny! The boys were so happy and they showed her off like she was a new toy or something, lol. I know that it was hard on Billy, Meg and the boys when Mads was in the hospital but the one thing I always try to remember is: God will never put more on you than you can handle. And i believe this with every bit of my heart. I know that it was a hard time for them, especialy Megan, but God was with them every step of the way and will continue to be :)

Old Post from May

I wrote a post in May when a lot of things were goin on but never posted :/

Where do I start… Last Monday Megan started having contractions and bleeding, she was only 28 weeks pregnant. They were able to get the contractions to stop but the bleeding didn’t ever stop. It did slow down to only spotting but being since it wouldn’t stop they decided it would be best for her and the baby if she stayed in the hospital for the rest of her pregnancy, which was 2 months. This kinda throw them all in a twist because Billy needed to continue to work so that they wouldn’t lose their house, therefore they had to take the boys back and forth between me and her sister in law. I really enjoyed the boys staying with me, it was their first time. I hate that it had to be under these circumstances but I did enjoy it and I believe they did too. During all this time 3 girls and 1 woman from Whiteville were kidnapped, they found the oldest girl (14) and mom dead this week and were still looking for the other two girls and the bastard that kidnapped them. Well God not only blessed us today, Megan ended up having an emergency c-section at 6:30 this morning (5/10/12) but they also found the two Bain sisters and the guy that kidnapped them killed himself.

Megan is doing good after the c-section, she will of course be sore for a little while but hopefully they will let her come home Saturday. I know that she is ready bc she is missing her boys but itll be hard to leave Mads there. Mads is doing great also, she is breathing pretty much on her own with little help from the machine, her color is great too. She weighs 3lbs 8oz. Now we just need God to help her get through the next 2 months without any complications so that she is able to come home. I am one happy and proud AUNT!! I absolutely love being an aunt.

Few wks later.. Madison seems to be doing really good! I am so glad that she is getting stronger and healthier everyday! I am sure Meg and Billy are ready for her to come home so their family can finally be complete.

On another note!! On May 12^th I took 4 pregnancy test and they all came back POSITIVE!!! I can say that I was more scared than excited at first but I have learned that I have to put it all in Gods hands once again and he will guide me the way I am supposed to go! I know that he does all things for a reason and he let me get pregnant one more time for a reason, even if it is just to show me that I need to move on. I am looking at everything in a positive way and thinking that the 3^rd time is the charm and that I will finally be welcoming my baby girl/boy in Dec. or Jan.! I honestly cannot wait to be able to hold my baby!! If theres one thing that I have wanted since my first baby, that would be to be able to be a “real” momma and I am hoping for the chance! I am also going to a new doctor in Jackson this time, which seems to know what they are talking about. I am going tomorrow (6/4) to the doctor to set the date of my surgery so that I will be able to carry the baby to full term.

Also, Kristi had her baby Friday June 1^st! Whoa, what a big baby!! That baby is a chunky monkey but absolutely adorable!! I am so happy for her! She also seems to be very happy! Everything went good during the delivery, thank goodness! Other than that nothing new is going on J