continue from the halloween post

Er darn phone messed up and wont let me edit my other post. Anyways I was just saying that I am finally looking forward to the holidays. Because of my niece and nephews opening my eyes to show me that they are still here and that is 4 of the bigger blessings God has given me and I need to start celebrating that!

Fall Time=HALLOWEEN!

First off im going to start out by talking about our family cook out. It has been since Easter time that weathe have all been together at mommas for a cook out and a member of the family was back, Megan! I am so glad to see her and my brother bk together! They looked so happy and the boys looked even happier to have their family back together! I was a little scared that the weather wouldn't turn out right bc during the week the high was 50 but God answered my prayers with a beautiful day! We was able to sit outside the entire time and ride Daddys four wheeler for the first time since he died. We all took turns rising the kids around and they were super excited about riding papaws wheeler lol.

Well todays Halloween. Gosh I have not been so excited about Halloween in a long time but this yr my love bugs changed that. I went trunk or treating with them at the church. I didn't think I was going thoroughly make it due to a flat tire on 76the but I did and im so blessed that I was able to.. Brianna was a cupcake, Dale- hmmm not for sure lol dead skeleton, Will- a monster which won 33rd place in the costume contest, Luc- one of the transformers which is the bumble bee, I think. They were all so cute and enjoyed every second. I missed the cotton ride due to the flat tire making me late which sucked bc o was looking forward to it but I was able too make it for roasting hotdogs, smores and of course trunk or treating! I can truly say that I am very blessed to have a beautiful smart and funny niece and 3I handsome, smart and funny nephews! They really do make my world go round! Each time I see them my love grows stronger and deeper. God may have taken away my two blessing but in return he gave me four wonderful blessings! I honestly do not know what I. kwould do without them. If they only knew how much they do for me! People usually say that kids make them insane well these four make me SANE! They hold me together and they also hold our family together!
Anyways, im looking forward to spending all my Halloween nights with them, I will not miss anymore that's for sure! It also has been a very long time, especially since the death of my two babies and my daddy, since I have looked forward to the holidays but for some reason, my lovebugs,, som

Little bit of everything :)

Well to start off I took Gabby to the vet today, she had to get her rabies shot & spayed. I was a little nervous ok a lotteries nervous lol, I juss hate seeing by baby in pain! Even though its a routine surgery I was still nervous bc she's my baby. When they cut her open they noticed something... within 2 weeks she would have been in full blown heat she was already starting to go.. since that was the case it was a little harder on her bc everything was inflamed and swollen and a lot more blood, so she's in a little more pain than expected. I went to pick her up and Allison told me this, when I had left they gave her a muscle relaxer to make her calm which hey do to all dogs. Dr. Galloway came in an told Allie they had to give her a little something more bc it didn't work she was still to playful and hyped up. Yup that's my Gabby! She loves to play. But being since she loves to play they didn't send her any kind of pain meds home bc they want her to be in a little pain, not unbearable, but just enough so she wont be playful so she wont tear her incision. Very understandable but still sucks bc o hate seeing her in pain. Lol ok so Allie told me to get her to eat a little when we got home... well I brought her bowls and pillow/bed in the living room since that's where id be and I poured her food out but she wouldn't eat I was getting worried... I walked out to tell justin and when I walked bk in she was still standing over her food looking at me.. I trained her to when I am pouring her food she has to wait until I say, your can have it. Well being since she was in pain and trying to get everything ready .... I forgot to say you can have it.. I felt so damn bad but afterwards she ate all of it and is drinking. She slept the entire time on the way home and until justin got home at 9me bc she was still a little foggy. After he got here I moves everything bk to the room and she fell asleep again. Than when I got her up to use the bathroom not sure if she would she did both pee and poop and came bk in ready to play. But she can't play bc they don't want her doing anything for one week. She's going to be so upset when she figures out she can't go with her daddy when he gets home front work. Well pls pray her incision doesn't get infected or anything.
I got my grade back for last weeks work 2 as and 2 bs! I can't wait until these next few weeks are done though bc I hardly cultural diversity class.
that's it for now :)

Its been awhile...

I've been busy lately. My last post I was going to the concert... well it was a freaking blast!! We were right at the stage, the only thing btw me &still the stage were the speakers &still bouncer! Justin Moore rocked and so did Miranda! I had a ton of fun with the girls and got a little tipsy lol.
Hmm I have a lot of family stuff going on &still to be truthful about it idk what to do anymore. I've gotten to the point to where Ik that the only steady ppl in my life right now are Justin &still my bfd, Chell. It's sad to say but it's the truth.
I got my first facial last friday and omg it was freaking awesome! It was a full hour of bliss lol I so will be doing it again. Friday was a day of pampering myself! I got a mani pedi & facial and went shopping. Then Saturday Chell &still I went to the flea market, movies and out to eat. It was a well over due bff date.
Imve set a well over due cookout with my family which is we are doing October 22. Well that's it for now ill update later &still add pictures which will be alot since its been so long :)