Kelsey Brook

Its amazing to know that you have someone elses life growing inside of you but it can also be scary especially being since I have been able to carry two babies before but also lose them during the pregnancy. I honestly did not believe that I would ever become a mother. During the past 5 years I have wondered if maybe it was something that God just did not have planned out for me but I never lost hope. There were some times that I really wanted to just give up and say that God just wasnt listening to me but I also knew in my heart that God would let it happen when it was time too. I am now 5 months pregnant with Kels and I can say that I am scared but I am also excited. It is hard not to be excited when you have someone moving around in your belly reminding you that they are here and alive. I will continue to be scared throughout the next few months but I know that God will do what he believes is best and we are trying everything on this end to make sure that Kelsey is healthy and strong.

I went for another ultrasound last week and I just love being able to see her. She moved around ALOT but she finally let us get a good picture :) The doctors say that everything is going well right now but the next month and a half will be a crucial point for us because I have never made it past 6 1/2 months. We are hoping that the 17-P shot will help us with this and will allow me to be able to carry her at least long enough to where everything will be ok. I go next week for another ultrasound so they can check my cervixs again to make sure they are still holding up, hopefully they will be! Until next time!