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I havent been updating lately because I have been to busy but a week or two ago I wrote a post and saved it to my computer thinking that I would put it on here the next day but never did, lol, therefore even though its a little old I am going to put it on here and than update again later :) It seems that even though i do not work I am still to busy to keep my life settled enough to write in my journal like I have always done, being since that is the only reason I have a blog. Blogging is supposed to be so much faster and easy but than the little things slip in and before you know it you have forgotten to write.. O WELL.. here it goes

Well the last few weeks have been a little hectic.. I finally finished my 9 weeks for my HCA220 and Life Science class! I did really good and am very proud of myself for doing so good. I was so amazed that my advisor told me that they barely have anyone pass that class with an A 2 weeks before my class was over and then when I finally got my grade back and it was a 96 I was in such AWE that I didn’t know how to react! I can honestly say that I worked my ass off in that class and even though I was so ready for it to be over, I now wish I was still in that class lol. I am taking a new HCA 240 class and it is ten times harder than the first but I know that I have to keep doing what I have been doing so that I will pass this class hopefully with an A also.

Hmm… well there really hasn’t been much going on other than school work. I don’t believe I have said written anything about the talk that I had with my momma a few weeks ago about her and Lesley. Let’s just say that even though it was a very intense conversation it was also a much needed one. We talked about everything; especially about how I was feeling and we also cried and talked about daddy. I can honestly say that I am ok with my mom loving someone else. I know that I can feel this way because I know that even though she loves someone else she is still in love with my daddy and always will be. If daddy was here I know that my mom would still be the same wife like she had always been to him. She is only moving on because daddy is no longer here with us and I wish that everyone would realize what I do. Some believe that she is doing my daddy wrong but I am sorry I know for a fact that my daddy would not want my mom to be sad for the rest of her life much less alone. She has the right to continue to be happy. Anyways enough about that.

Update on Lucy Krull: She is doing better and the feeding tube seems to be helping in a big way and I am not for sure if I have posted this yet.. but her scans came back clean. Thank the good Lord above!!  During the time Lucy and her parents were at St.Jude they became close with a few families that were there for the same thing, stupid cancer. Well a few weeks ago Justin, which is a little boy they became friends with, was told that he wouldn’t make it much longer and there was nothing they could do for him. Justin was around the same age as Lucy, I think. A few nights ago Justin was taken in the arms of our heavenly father. Kate had put in her blog that his mom and dad were being so strong at the funeral and after she and her friend went to their house and in admist to every thing they were going through Justins dad Jerry was able to show Kate a picture of Justin and Lucy were he was touching Lucys stomach and said that he only hopes and prays that Justin touch was able to draw all the cancer out of Lucy and that he was able to take it with him to heaven. When I read this I couldn’t help but break down and think about how awesome this dad is! Even though he just lost his son to cancer and had just buried his son he was able to think of Kate and her daughter Lucy. I am amazed by the courage and of how strong this family really is. And to think that there is some low down shallow person that is leaving Kate curl messages about her and her family. I never wish anything upon another person because it is not right to wish they were going through something that is so awful but I just hope that they know karma will come back to bite them in the butt and when it does I hope they know exactly why it is happening. This family has been going through something that they never even thought would happen to their little girl, and they will continue to go through this because you never know if the cancer or going to come back or if the cancer will end up taking her to our heavenly father. Therefore, why would you want to add to their pain and suffering? I just do not understand how someone could do this to them!! It makes me so mad but then again it makes me feel sorry for this person because they are this way for some reason and I hope they know that they are more than wrong for what they have said to this mother who has been sitting by her babies bed side every night off and on just to make sure she is still alive. Even though she was cleared of the cancer does not mean that everything will everything will ever be fine for this family because their life will NEVER be the same!!!