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Today I attended my nephews birthday party. Gosh, its hard to believe he turned 3 Saturday. He reminds me so much of his pawpaw, my dad. And I gotta say he is one adorable little boy and will be a big heart breaker when he gets older lol. The other day I wrote about the pain I went through when losing my child but today I as I sat there watching my nephews play I realized something. Even though my babies are not here on earth I still have babies- Brianna, Dale, Will and Lucas. I may not be their parents but I am the new best thing, their aunt. I love these kids with all of my heart and cherish every moment I have with them. I can say my family has been blessed with these silly, bratty, beautiful, cute, and WONDERFUL kids. I always sit back and think what if that was my kid, look at how beautiful, cute or smart they would be but truth is they are my kids because I am their aunt. Being an aunt is a true blessing and huge honor.
Anyways, I hate that I will not be able to attend our family bday party for Lucas, the one Billy is throwing, but I am glad that I was able to attend the one for him today. I am sure that some people may be a little upset with me about it but I cant help that. I would come to Luc's party if I could but its at 7 and Justin gets home late now with this new job and it worn out. Yes, I could go with out him but then supper would not be cooked and everything else wouldn’t get done and by the time I got home he would be asleep or fixing to go to sleep and I wouldn’t have time with him. We only get a little bit of time together during the week now since he gets home so late, so this time with him means everything to me.
On another note, the weather was awesome this weekend. I am so glad that it is finally starting to cool off even if it is just a few degrees (knock on wood). So I spent the weekend spending time with Justin and friends enjoying the weather! We also attended a wedding reception, congratulations to Amber & Jeremy!
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