Just venting!

Umm... seems like since I have told the truth about how I feel about the way my daddys family treats my momma some people are mad. Well look I never meant to write what I did just so that I could hurt your feeling or make you mad. I love each and everyone of you but come on whos side do you think I am going to be on? Yours or my mommas? Umm thats an easy answer!

Ive been following Kate Krulls blog for awhile now (since Lucy became sick). I do not personally know them but it breaks my heart that their 5 yr. old daughter has cancer. Seems that little Lucy is one touch little girl though. She is fighting with everything she has inside her and I believe God is putting his healing hands on this little sweet angel. I have faith that he will make her better. God puts us through things that we never will understand, only he does, but he does not do this to hurt us he does it a reason that we yet know. The one thing you have to always remember is that God is always here with you watching, loving and taking care of each an every one of us! I am proud to say that I am Gods child.

Today(5-13) has been a rough day. I went to sleep waking up all through the night looking for Shyenne to make sure she was ok just to remember she is no longer here. I wake up wanting to hold and play with her, brush her hair and rub her big ol' belly. I love my baby and always will. It was a bad day that turned out to be a decent night though. Thanks to Justin who I am thankful enough to share a life with and to great friends that are always here for me. I am very lucky to have wonderful people in my life.